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No, no, no….. it’s not what you’re thinking…. Well, maybe it is, if you know me well enough… Valentine’s Day…..because of my birthday being on December 25th, most holidays aren’t very special to me, and besides……. who the fuck says that there’s only ONE day you’re supposed to show affection to those around you?? Hmm??… Continue reading VD 2.14.2014

Seems a typical theme for me, always has been, but lately, it seems more so. Happiness Hunger Confusion Worry They keep me up, my brain likes to ping and chatter. Especially the two sides: Logic and Emotion. Constantly discussing everything, especially since there’s been new things, ideas and ideals. Okay, granted, not new ideas, per… Continue reading Can’t sleep 2.19.2014

“Why aren’t you sleeping?” I can hear that, clear as day. “Because I can’t sleep?” I will say. “You should be asleep.” Sighing, my only reply, “I know.” I was so excited to get to see and play with you both, again. It’s a rare treat that we all have the same day off. Granted… Continue reading Don’t ask…. 2.16.2014

**sighing softly** Feeling lonely…. melancholy….. I hate this feeling. I blame the bi-polar weather…. yesterday it was chilly, but the SUN was shining brightly. Today? It’s cold, rainy and miserable. I also blame my fantastic work schedule. No stable work times… not to mention… I AM a female…. and “that time” isn’t my favourite *sighs*… Continue reading meh…… 3.08.2014

June 1, 2014 SB and I signed a BDSM (Master/slave, Dominant/submissive) contract for six months.  That ended December 1, 2014.  Initially I was pretty torn up about the fact that SB didn’t care whether we signed a new one or not.  I went on a downward spiral for a few days, after I’d mentioned it… Continue reading The contract