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She sighs softly, slightly holding her breath before exhaling. “What have I done?” she mutters to herself as she looks around for the thousandth time since waking. A smile crosses her face as she tilts her head. The changes she’s gone through over the last year, all of the little twists and turns that she… Continue reading Hungover 1.14.2014

A truthful look at my current insecurities….. I hate them and I hate that I am insecure from time to time…. My biggest fear is that you’ll both find each other more intriguing and interesting than I could ever be and that I’ll be forgotten and tossed into the corner, like so many others have… Continue reading Insecurities…… 2.12.2014

Hungry ALL the time….. Aching for your touch and taste Constantly. Insatiably. Hungering. What’s wrong with me? Is there anything wrong? –to ache, hunger, long, want for you? How do I learn to control these feelings? I hurt when I can’t talk to you. Your voice, soothes me… even when I accidentally wake you up… Continue reading Hunger……..

Was up way too late with Budding, washing clothes and eating a late dinner/early breakfast…. my body knows it’s going to get to see you today. I smile. Awake way too early but there’s so much to do today. but not laundry. I can’t help but smile again, and even give a soft chuckle to… Continue reading Anticipation 2.15.2014

June 1, 2014 SB and I signed a BDSM (Master/slave, Dominant/submissive) contract for six months.  That ended December 1, 2014.  Initially I was pretty torn up about the fact that SB didn’t care whether we signed a new one or not.  I went on a downward spiral for a few days, after I’d mentioned it… Continue reading The contract