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Seems a typical theme for me, always has been, but lately, it seems more so. Happiness Hunger Confusion Worry They keep me up, my brain likes to ping and chatter. Especially the two sides: Logic and Emotion. Constantly discussing everything, especially since there’s been new things, ideas and ideals. Okay, granted, not new ideas, per… Continue reading Can’t sleep 2.19.2014

“Why aren’t you sleeping?” I can hear that, clear as day. “Because I can’t sleep?” I will say. “You should be asleep.” Sighing, my only reply, “I know.” I was so excited to get to see and play with you both, again. It’s a rare treat that we all have the same day off. Granted… Continue reading Don’t ask…. 2.16.2014

**sighing softly** Feeling lonely…. melancholy….. I hate this feeling. I blame the bi-polar weather…. yesterday it was chilly, but the SUN was shining brightly. Today? It’s cold, rainy and miserable. I also blame my fantastic work schedule. No stable work times… not to mention… I AM a female…. and “that time” isn’t my favourite *sighs*… Continue reading meh…… 3.08.2014

*sighing loudly and with a heavy heart* I wish I could give you all that you want. It’s not that I’m incapable of love nor falling in love. I’ve been there, quite recently. I’m not ready. not for settling down. I’m just discovering who I am, learning to unleash my darkness. My daemons still haunt… Continue reading Want 2.21.2014

Today started out as a fairly typical day for me…. get up, chill for a few minutes with my cats, text SB, get ready for work, then head to work. Sometimes I get to talk to SB on my way to work, sometimes not. Today, he called as I got to work and had clocked… Continue reading Surprise! 4.10.2014